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LSE Will Always Mis-Interpret HSE
By Stephane Hemon LSE Means Low Self-Esteem HSE Means High Self-Esteem I want to talk to you some more about a MAJOR challenge that you will encounter on the road to HSE (High Self-Esteem). ENERGY VAMPIRES. I've talked about this in the past, but it is such an extensive study that I thought I would add more distinctions to all of this. All Energy Vampires have LSE (Low Self-Esteem), and all people with LSE are... Energy Vampires. What exactly is "High Self-Esteem" anyway? Well, it's not narcissism. Thinking you are superior to others only masks an inferiority complex. Now, the hardest thing you will ever do in LIFE is to LOVE YOURSELF. To accept, love, honor and cherish yourself fully and completely... THAT takes balls. Or "mucho pussy" if you're a woman. It takes balls/mucho pussy mostly because we live in a society that confuses SELF-LOVE with CONCEIT. "You're not SUPPOSED to love yourself. That would be wrong. God will punish you for it. It's just Ego and vanity and it's wrong." At least, that's the way LSE sees it. LSE cannot see beyond... LSE. LSE doesn't understand HSE, and worse, LSE is AFRAID of HSE. Very afraid. Is there something wrong with being PROUD... of yourself? The way I see it, humans are all equals. The only difference is the way we choose to spend our time. It's what we actually do with the 24 hours of each day that "Creator" gives us. Now, as you learn to let go of the many fear overlays and social conditioning and the Ego, you are going to be "hit" with many, many challenges along the way. And that's what this article is about. As you evolve and learn to accept, honor, cherish and love yourself fully, just the way you are, you're probably going to lose friends and family over it. Why? Because they can't keep up. They have known you to be at a certain "level" for so long, and now all of a sudden you SCARE THEM. You're "scary" to them because they cannot manipulate you as well as they could in the past. You're "scary" to them because they can no longer use you to feel better about themselves. They USED to enjoy feeling superior to you, but NOW when they are in your presence they feel inadequate, and nobody likes to feel inadequate. You're also "scary" to them because they can feel your perceptual filters are at a higher vibrational frequency. On some level, they know that you are now able to see RIGHT THROUGH THEM. Now, as you shed insecurities, you start seeing them in other people. Remember back to when you were just a kid, and you were afraid of the dark? Sure you do. Eventually, you got over it. You came to terms with the fact that your "closet monsters" were just in your head, and now when you go to bed, you shut the lights off and sleep soundly. But now, suppose you were babysitting a six-year-old kid, and he or she said to you, "I sleep with the lights on, because MY TEDDY gets scared." And you have to laugh - you see right through that lie, don't you? It's not the teddy that is scared, it's THE KID. But the kid is too scared to admit it. The kid is afraid, on some level, that you will lose respect (and love) for it, so the kid PROJECTS the fear of the dark onto the teddy bear... and tells you that "Teddy" is scared. It's a silly example, but here's my point: You're probably starting to see all of the lies that people tell you, and tell themselves to avoid being rejected. You can SEE all of their little insecurities. More and more, as you shed layers of insecurities, you will see all of the projections and other forms of lies. It's like when you approached the first girl in your life, and she acted rude. It felt like she stabbed you right in the solar plexus. But now when you approach women and they are rude, you see it for what it really is - she's acting tough because she wants you to think that she is stronger than she actually is. Or she wants to show her friends how "tough" she can be. If she really was genuinely strong, she would have no need to act like a bitch. As you learn to plow through your fears and ultimately love yourself, you can't help but see this stuff in other people. It was after all, at one time, something you did yourself. My point is that HSE can always see LSE coming. It's because HSE has been there, and has a lot of experience with LSE energy. But the reverse is IMPOSSIBLE. LSE can't understand HSE, and will ALWAYS mis-interpret HSE as being "arrogant" or "full of one's self" or "conceited" or an "asshole". ALWAYS. It's called "projection", and this kind of projection is the opposite of the higher frames I like to call "The World Is Your Mirror" and "5D Compassion". Now, the adult knows that the kid is just lying about his fear of the dark. Does the fact that he KNOWS that he is more mature and evolved than the six year-old kid, does that make him "narcissistic" or "superior" or does it mean that he's ego-tripping? Of course not... It's not a judgment; it's just the truth. You see, it's okay to know that you are wiser or more mature than someone. That doesn't make you "arrogant" or "conceited", it simply is what it is and you don't need to feel bad about the fact that you are in "Spiritual Grade 6" and they are still stuck in "Spiritual Grade 4". "All Roads Lead to Rome." --Some dude, probably lost and drunk in Italy Now, the moment you start judging that person, you've got problems. The world is your mirror. If you judge someone and need to feel superior, it's simply because you are trying to convince yourself that you don't have similar unbalanced energies. I recently got an email from someone asking me about "Unconditional Love". They were concerned that it meant they would have to "love" someone who was mean to them, or something like that. They were afraid that it meant "putting up with crap" from people. That is NOT what Unconditional Love means. I don't "take crap" from people simply because I love and respect MYSELF too much to put up with their unbalanced energy. But I still choose to love them unconditionally (by sending them thoughts of compassion) because I know that we are CONNECTED. I also love them regardless of their actions for the same reason I love the kid who lied to me about the teddy bear. They are CUTE to me. I can relate. I have compassion. Since **I** don't lie about MY teddy bears anymore, it's EASY for me to have compassion. Have you seen the documentary, "What the bleep do we know?!" In it, a certain Dr. Emoto does experiments on water. What he found is that water is very much alive and intelligent. It has "consciousness" just like we do. What he did is he took a glass of water, and SPOKE TO IT. Then he would freeze the water, and look at the changes in it's molecular structure. Depending on the words that he used, the structure of the water changed dramatically. When he said words like "love" or "light" or "peace" to the water, after freezing it he could see that the patterns created looked like beautiful snowflakes. On the other hand, when he spoke words like "ugly" and "hatred" and "you suck", the patterns in the frozen water looked like SHARP, DARK, STABBING KNIVES. He took it a step further, and found that he did not even have to speak to the water at all. All he needed was THE THOUGHT, and like magic, the molecular structure changed just as much. Well, guess what? You and I are made of over 90% water and a few chemicals that are spinning in the right direction... All this is to show that when we have a thought about someone, we poison that person. The energy behind our thoughts, our words, and our actions are either healing... or killing someone by creating dis-ease in them (and in OURSELVES because we're ultimately connected to them. The world is our mirror). ...So it makes sense to avoid Energy Vampires like the plague, AND to "love 'em from a safe distance". And that's Unconditional Love, in an overly simplified nutshell. As you learn to love yourself fully, to develop true feelings of pride that only come from living with honor, integrity, speaking your truth, and plowing through your fears to achieve certain ends that are important to you, your self-esteem is going to FLOURISH! You're going to SHINE... you're going to laugh and love more... you're going to start getting exactly what you want out of life. ...And others will hate you for it. Jealousy. Envy. Fear. Contempt. Hatred. They are all REAL, and to me, the worst thing about those energies is people don't usually talk about them. They do not own up to them. It's very rare that a person will feel jealousy toward you AND ADMIT to those feelings. Hell no. They'll deny it while doing everything that they can to tell you that you are a self-centered Ego-maniac who has bad intentions. Get ready for this. As you evolve to higher and higher levels, don't be surprised if your family and friends and co-workers and lovers start ACTING WIERD. They will try to say all kinds of things to make you feel guilt and shame. Don't let them. Why argue? Laugh it off. Hang up on them. Stay the course. Love yourself fully and completely. Speak your truth. Don't hide to appease other people's fragile little ego's. Give your unique gifts to the world, ESPECIALLY when the world resists your love, your gifts, and your truths. Jesus was killed over it, but He blazed the trail for all of us. (Whether you believe that Jesus really existed is not my point. This is NOT a "Christian newsletter".) He blazed the Trail, and now it's our turn. It's a hard path, but the rewards are incredible. The atomic particles that were inside Jesus are the same ones that are inside all of you and all around you. They are alive and well, and because of evolution, you are a thousand times more. It's okay to know that, it's okay to live it and to appreciate it and to enjoy it and to feel genuine pride in your Heart. It's okay to shout "I love myself!" from the rooftops... In certain cities. Check with your state laws. Thanks for reading this, and I will publicly thank myself right now for writing it. What, did you think these newsletters were just for you? Ha! We all teach what we need to reinforce within ourselves. Namaste. Be well, Stephane ideaGasms(R)
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